So this is goodbye

I believe in boundaries.
Boundaries that are not set in stone but encrypted into values. Values you mould yourself around. Values you attach yourself to.

Sometimes I get so disappointed at the impressions people set out for me. I know, that there are things beyond your control and how you should never let all that negativity drag you down. But there are times when you reflect upon them, you wonder if what they're saying is actually true. Maybe you've been perceiving yourself the wrong way round.

I believe I'm looking at myself right. I know what I want and I know what sights I have my eyes set upon. Its just the awkwardness you feel in your belly when you see them, you remember every single word they say. You push your smiles forward and be you wondering if they'll ever realise that what they know about you is completely wrong. Then again, there are times I choose to not care, which works well but the cycle of ups and downs goes on especially if that person always regulates around your circle of friends. Then there's history. No matter how far in time stretches, moving in to a new era, centuries, history will never be erased.

I never find the need to judge someone. I personally dont believe in labelling people. I wish people in this world would learn to just do the same. To not assume, get all fictitious and most certainly, I don't appreciate historical factor blindfolding my line of sight.

When will people learn to be just themselves.
Maybe i've been living in a bubble only meant for the different.
And i'm not different.

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